all green
it'd be nice to write about positive things again.
last tuesday, i technically started a new job. a creative role with the company of a kind friend. i'm in charge of programming a whole game, and also helping design it as a result. i'm incredibly excited. i fear ill fuck it all up, but thats okay.
last week, i played a new game with a new friend, who i still haven't talked to very much. it was fun, and silly, and she called me 'vivacious', which felt good. yesterday we talked again for a little while. no game this time, just idle conversation while she was cooking, about outfits and gender and cities and friendships. it was incredibly nice. i fear ill fuck it all up, but thats okay.
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i'm struggling to think of anything else to write about.
our backyard is very green, and this always reassures me. the fence, the grass, the pool, the shed, the trees. all green.
i feel like there's gotta be other positive things that have happened recently.
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i fear im gonna fuck it all up, but thats okay.