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So, I've written posts and then nuked posts and then republished them and then rewritten them and then nuked them again and then started over... a lot of fucking times, for a blog that's only existed about 4 and a half months (at time of writing.)
There's a lot of reasons for this.
Often it's embarrassment, feeling like whatever I wrote was misunderstood.
Sometimes it's anger, feeling like whatever I wrote was misunderstood.
Sometimes it's shame, feeling like what I wrote was understood, and... perhaps I shouldn't have written it. Some of those are not going to ever go back up.
Sometimes I'm just a dumbass, y'know?
But this is the archive. This is where I'm going to put those posts-of-the-past that I feel like I want people to have access to, as a record of who I was once.
Can't promise this page will stay up. Can't promise the posts here will stay here. If I could predict my own feelings, I'd have a lot less problems.
Anyway. Sorry for the long intro.
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i wanna dance a little longer
21st Jul, 2025
streak
15th Jul, 2025
21-ish hours later
14th Jul, 2025
proving myself wrong
13th Jul, 2025
okay that was probably a little too much (squints at label) verochka for 3am
2nd Jul, 2025
ash and clay
29th Jun, 2025
little gestures
24th Jun, 2025
systems
24th Jun, 2025
home is where the heart is, pt2 (a mild episode of cardiac arrest)
22nd Jun, 2025
home is where the heart is (and I can't find your pulse)
19th Jun, 2025
temporal snapshot
17th Jun, 2025
understand?
16th Jun, 2025
quite dumbass post with very important content warning
15th Jun, 2025
puppy
8th Jun, 2025
poetry 2
2nd Jun, 2025
poetry 1
31st May, 2025
Soulmates
28th May, 2025
Proceed with care
26th May, 2025
Aggregate
23rd May, 2025
Uninteresting
22nd May, 2025
Not all is as it seems
20th May, 2025
~ Let you be you, and me be me ~
20th May, 2025
Contentment
17th May, 2025
Distraction
15th May, 2025
Breathing in the dark
13th May, 2025
Kibō - 希望 - Hope
9th May, 2025
New experiences
6th May, 2025
Dance away with me
3rd May, 2025
lighthouse & sparkle
1st May, 2025
The boy who steals houses
30th Apr, 2025
temperance
30th Apr, 2025
To all the words I've written before
29th Apr, 2025
Three programming languages walk into a bar...
28th Apr, 2025
Compound
27th Apr, 2025
rage and similar things
25th Apr, 2025
walkies, pt 2.1
22nd Apr, 2025
walkies, pt 2
22nd Apr, 2025
on zombie cliches in media
21st Apr, 2025
walkies
19th Apr, 2025
hope; part 2? (stalwart automaton)
18th Apr, 2025
hope; part one: closure and company
18th Apr, 2025
Love as a Verb
16th Apr, 2025
new-post
15 Apr, 2025
Mosaic, Gestalt, Chimera
13th Apr, 2025
event horizon
12th Apr, 2025
candles & resolutions & wood shavings all over my floor
12th Apr, 2025
recursive loop
11th Apr, 2025
Consistency & Certainty
10th Apr, 2025
Soliloquy
5th Apr, 2025
Words
4th Apr, 2025
Sweet Obscenities
3rd Apr, 2025
Retroactive
2nd Apr, 2025
Malleable
29th Mar, 2025
untitled
28th Mar, 2025