i think you know
i'm tired. i dunno what i mean by that. i just am.
i wish things would stop happening. at least, i wish some different things would happen. feels like we've been in this same pattern for months and months, just swapping partners and repeating the dance.
feels like i've been in this same pattern for years. maybe my whole life.
i didnt ask to be like this. you didn't either. they never gave us a choice. here we are anyway, trying to make something of it.
i'm tired. i think you know what i mean by that.