rage and similar things

25th Apr, 2025

I needa actually publish a post some this week, so you're getting some random slightly-drunk stream of consciousness tonight.

"stream of consciousness" isn't quite accurate; like, it is that, but it's perhaps more of an artificial waterway. Certain parts are dammed up on purpose right now, others are being deliberately directed down a certain path. But it's still a stream.

Tonight I got to meet some of my girlfriend's friends for the first time, and its pretty cool! as previously mentioned, im not really a parties and people kinda girlie. But, it's fun to do sometimes.

I pushed my girlfriend down a hill, which was great. She enthusastically consented, don't worry. I had some dumb memey talks about being transgender. I made a joke about putting my girlfriend on a leash, which went down surprisingly well. I'm sitting on the curb outside the house as I write this, and the sounds of people fucking around and laughing behind me are nostalgically pleasant.

I'm quite determined. I'm not telling you about what, but I am, and that matters.

As the tumblr post goes. The love is there. It may not be enough, but it matters that it's there.

Don't worry. It's not as ominous as you think.

I'm gonna go have another drink, probably kiss my girlfriend on the mouth, and go back to the party.

Have a nice night y'all <3